So very tired. . .

The last few days have been hell and to top it all off, last night I dreamt about being pregnant, which scared the absolute shit out of me (as it always does). Why am I so tired you ask, well I have been [attempting] training newbies at my work for the past three days and they are driving me bonkers, as well as giving me sore feet.

I never understood until now how frustrating it can be to try and impart skills to those that haven't got a clue. I feel guilty for being so harsh but I just can't help it, how hard is it to use your brain cells. Obviously really hard if after day 3 you still just don't get it.

Tomorrow, I go through it all again and now I just want to cry. I am banging a very frustrated head against a very hard brick wall wondering if it is even worth continuing on.

If only I had the nerve to call in sick.

Today is the first day that I have not liked my job.